| #1 Limp_Bizkit666[47823] |
| 206.117.45.78 |
i tried to be serious, but at the same time informative..
i wrote the most serious parts of my story as side-notes...taking them for granted...
i wrote the most important parts of my story as a sentence... often being very stoic about it...
well, this is me. no matter what you think. i know you can't know a person with just some descriptions through words, but i tried.
byeya
p.s-hmm, i tried to put my picture as a "battlereport", but i couldn't find any scanner. sorry |
| #2 pezpunk[47826] |
| AC9F839D.ipt.aol.com |
well ya got balls. i give it a .. um .. "B+". somehow i don't think the normal number system applies.
anyways, i was a also a victim of domestic violence, but certainly not to your degree.
i hope nobody yells "GAY" |
| #3 <font color="blue">Blue~Devil</font>[47828] |
| dialups-632.palmer.mtaonline.net |
| Dammit foiled again! ill never get first=(. now im off to read the "br". |
| #4 <font color="blue">Blue~Devil</font>[47832] |
| dialups-632.palmer.mtaonline.net |
| wow thats gotta suck.= and remind me never make u mad, geez, 3-degree black belt. |
| #5 CraZy[47835] |
| 24.65.122.105.sk.wave.home.com |
| god being beaten must suck :( |
| #6 Talon[47839] |
| cx110054-a.pwy1.sdca.home.com |
| i didn't read it because i don't care |
| #7 Wow[47840] |
| adsl-63-205-196-10.dsl.scrm01.pacbell.net |
Talon maybe noone cares that you don't care
so STFU
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| #8 BW-sux[47841] |
| spider-wa074.proxy.aol.com |
I can say 2 things about this well, story.
1) I feel sorrow for you. I somehow think that this should be posted here at battlereports.com, maybe some news site's forum.
2) This could explain why so many Americans hate playing against Koreans on Battle.net. Maybe it's because they were beaten and have found somewhere to go, or it's where "dad" is at.
Just my personal thoughts.
I don't think this should be rated.
BW-sux |
| #9 [47843] |
| 24.65.122.105.sk.wave.home.com |
<marquee>poor you</marquee>
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| #10 kosher man[47849] |
| clt25-88-166.carolina.rr.com |
| i feel your pain as a child i got spanked one time and then the day came when i got bigger then my dad and that was fun i stand at 6'4 and he at least 4 or 5 inches shorter so now when he trys to start fight i get to beat him ^^ |
| #11 probe[47850] |
| 242849hfc161.tampabay.rr.com |
sorry limp, that must suck, hmmmm?
not like i actually believe any of it |
| #12 Starookie[47853] |
| edtn007911.hs.telusplanet.net |
| I dont really believe you....i mean you get beat but you play sc??? hehe, next time your dad comes near you kick him in the balls. Thats what id do =) |
| #13 DFA[47855] |
| spider-wd064.proxy.aol.com |
Beat your dads ass a few times or even hit him back when he hits you, he will think twice before he does it again. If it starts to be less on you and more on your sister/mom, put him in the hospital for the night. don't take any shit that you don't have to. there is no excuse for it at all. you don't think you can beat your dad up? or maybe you can, but baseball bats do wonders.
DFA |
| #14 Aquamarine[47857] |
| 1Cust16.tnt2.boston.ma.da.uu.net |
| I always thought you were american...i still dont understand what the point is...it reminds me of that drunken BR. Even so, i feel sorry for you |
| #15 Limp_Bizkit666[47858] |
| 206.117.45.150 |
well, i don't really care if you guys believe it or not. as i have wrote on my BR, i know this is true, and i know this is what happened...
i will write my second part, and then you guys will realize why i could play SC now...
just wait...only two days..
byeya
p.s-as i've said, with my word on the line, this is true.=[ |
| #16 ChinksWithGuns[47863] |
| adsl-63-193-153-8.dsl.lsan03.pacbell.net |
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
jp
really touching. i'm a product of domestic violence as well, just not as bad. korea sucks my left testicle. And lemme guess, blowing dragoons up with siege tanks is your way of blowing off steam? nice story btw.
-Chinks |
| #17 AgentN[47865] |
| spider-tq072.proxy.aol.com |
What, no pics -3. Just kidding ( a lil american humor). Well, I'm sorry for what happened limp...it's all to bad, I know what it's like to be a martial arts specilist and not be able to touch the parents....
It'll all be over in time, and you can remember your friends at BR.com ( if you consider them friends...other than talon)
Ciao
The Agent |
| #18 AgentN[47866] |
| spider-tq072.proxy.aol.com |
I my self am an american golden glove for boxing, but...when I was beat many times over by ppl who had MAD SKILLZ I became frustrated and almost gave up. It is only Wayne Putman (world-class boxer) that made me try it again.
I threw out my elbow while punching some guy. And now I have no cartilage in my right elbow. So, I turned to SC....that is my story in a heartbeat...
Ciao
The Agent |
| #19 Limp_Bizkit666[47868] |
| 206.117.45.150 |
whoa, thanks for all the support.. as agent said, because i consider you people as my close, yet far away friends am i posting this life-battle report.
oh well, i'm sorry for agent... no cartliage on yer elbow? damn, i guess you are restricted of any physical activies, heh? except of course, the one-handed choker. =]
byeya
p.s-DOPE! |
| #20 probe[47869] |
| 242849hfc161.tampabay.rr.com |
uhhhh
i grew up
uhhh
i missed 45 days of school in 8th grade
uuuhhhh
i passed anyways going into honors classes
uhhhhhh
i ro00lx0r at sC
:D |
| #21 Sp|nE[47871] |
| dialup0110-pri.voicenet.com |
| you ought to slug your dad |
| #22 Ashadelo[47875] |
| slip-32-100-182-140.wi.us.prserv.net |
Man I have been there... But not that bad my dad is a hudge guy and he seems like hes always pissed off. So he takes it out on me and my brother, 2 sisters too. He married a Rusian laddie who said she hated me and wanted to kill me with the knife she had in her hand at the time. I was always grounded if i got a C i was grounded for that quater of school could not do any thing. So after thoughts of suicide summer of 9th grade came my mom fought for custody and my dad said ok :) but my bro and sisters are still there. Now i fell alot better and i hope u do 2.
-Ash |
#23 [47877] |
| as530077.infocom.com |
Limp,
This is really sad, and what's sadder is there are thousands more out there just like you. Just learn from this, remember how much it sucks when you get older, and don't take it out on your family... :-)
Sheesh, I come to the Internet to escape the harsh realities of life and Limp's gotta post this stuff on one of my favorite sites... ahh well...
I do think something like this is more appropriate for the forum so I'm not going to give it a rating.
I don't know what else to say Limp, this is all a real shame but there's not a damn thing I can do about it... sorry.
Cheers,
Dref |
| #24 Limp_Bizkit666[47881] |
| 206.117.45.150 |
yep...
the face of the life out there...
FYI, there are thousands of student-suicides in korea. those asian bastards push their children too hard...
if you go to any great schools, ask any asian kid. they will say their parents pushed them to where they are at....
it might sound like good-parenting, but it really isn't. for every successful child who is now going to a college of his/her dream, there are hundreds who aren't. what have those gained?? nothing...
it really is a gay world out there... reminds me of "problem of evil" that atheist use against theism..(western religious philosophy mostly)..
well, there wasn't a thing my mom could do (technically yes, but not if you were beaten virtually everyday. it really takes a courage out of a person. just FYI, my mom is 5'1''), there wasn't a thing other could do (technically yes, but not if you are not part of that immediate family. no one really knew the true carnage, although most suspected it), and there wasn't anything i could have done. (technically yes, but i didn't have any courage to run away, look at mom's reason, and because i didn't ahve any connection to the outside world, i didn't know where to go)
oh well...
byeya
p.s-hmm, i was thinking about putting this in the forum, but i thought it was technically a "battlereport". and because it was going to have a sequel, i thought it was better being under "others". sorry, dref. |
| #25 SlipKnoT_KiD[47882] |
| bc-kam-a53-02-19.look.ca |
ehhhh i know u dont know me but man i thought i had it bad living here in canada living in a cold igloo hunting seals for oil to heat my cold ice house. Hunting Whales. Thats nice you think of everyone here as a friend and the only thing you have including immeadiate friends that is i hope the second part will be more uplifting than the first part well hope its all turns out
870621345 |
| #26 Pitt[47886] |
| c697830-a.nwbtn1.ct.home.com |
Man I don't know what to say. I had a lot of similar problems growing up here, but once my dad found a job that suited him and stopped hanging out with the wrong people AND stopped smoking cigarettes he cleared up. Before that I had to spend most of my time in fear, and never actually be able to go out with my friends from school. Even Holidays were bad. One Christmas, for example, I was picked up by my throat and repeatedly slapped. I was then thrown out of the home into the middle of a terrible Nor'Easter w/out any shoes. I basically wandered away 3 miles into the woods wrapped in a horse blanket when my grandfather and Uncle found me hours later ala one of my family's beagles.
Things are better now though, and my dad always felt terrible for acting the way he did. Our life all in all was very hard when I was younger, and luckily all that tramau did not pass onto my brother. As my dad's experience with addiction and stress disappears further into the past he becomes more and more at peace. My only sacred promise in life is to not be that way to my children whenever my time as a father comes. Good luck Limp and remember you are a stronger person for all that has happened to you. One day it will end... |
| #27 Pitt[47887] |
| c697830-a.nwbtn1.ct.home.com |
BTW has anyone noticed that "old world" parents are just plain bastards? All of my friends who had foreign born parents (like meself) seemed to have shared similar experiences of bastardly fathers and strict mothers... Anyhow just remember all this, and know that it is NOT the way to go. If you can't stop hitting your kid hit your fucking self because all it does is distance yourself from your child and that's fucking stupid.
PITT |
| #28 Talon[47888] |
| cx110054-a.pwy1.sdca.home.com |
| It's two words: no one. |
#29 [47889] |
| dt030n84.tampabay.rr.com |
hrm sucks
i cant relate and i wont pretend to understand wut it must be like but . . .
sucks
altho me and bong could come over to korea and cap your pops for you ;-< |
#30 [47891] |
| we-24-24-166-145.we.mediaone.net |
Not bad. Lots of action, although mostly one sided.
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| #31 Limp_Bizkit666[47893] |
| whv-ca3b-200.rasserver.net |
OMG, whoop is the DUDE...
hehe, one funny sonna bitch.. =]
that is why i love whoop...
hey, whoop! if you read this, send me a pic of yer kid!!
byeya
p.s-i get a 6? =[ |
| #32 Nebermind[47895] |
| proxy2-external.rdc1.on.home.com |
First of all, I think this is a real story (why would anyone take the time to fake THIS?).
Second of all, I respect Limp for posting this. I mean, is this a battlereport? No...but this may be just as or more important than a simple report. THis is a life story, written with sincerity and courage, and I have to admire that. When you think about it, this site, br.com, is a place where people of similar interests can converge and share common interests, to feel (if you will) like a part of a family. There is, therefore, a certain relevancy to this tale, maybe not on the small scale of SC, but on the larger scale of life itself. I mean, we can all relate to shit like this. So maybe, just maybe, when we read something like this, we should forget about SC for a minute and realize that we are a part of a larger community, a internet population that, although different in likes and dislikes, shares a singular element - the human element.
(yeah yeah this sounds corny but wtf are you gonna do..I really mean it though)
Neb |
| #33 BackStabingLiar[47914] |
| 63.239.42.130 |
you dont know me limp, but i feel ya in this BR. I dont even know how old you are now, but all I want to say is that you need to look out for yer lil sister, you might not know how much this fucked her up.
peace |
| #34 kal'ahem[47918] |
| 193.14.33.2 |
damn man that sucks! =(
good thing you moved away from seoul though...
not much i can say, but i've been beaten by my dad before
and this makes you hates them since you are convinced that they hate you.
in most cases (not saying that this is your case) the parents acctually love their children but cannot
express their worries and love for their child in THE right way. i.e your dad beats the crap out of you for "not realizing the importance of getting an A in math in the 6 grade and how important this is to your future", while you as a child undoubtely belive that there is something severe wrong with your self and your devilish dad, you cannot possibly see the cause for the action. your dads caring about your future.
this is NOT ok however to hit you child. what i am saying is that your parents may not acctually hate you
, but do instead care about you and maybe even love you, eventhough they got a crap ass way of showing it. =/
just my 2 cents.
limp still i must say i feel for you man.....
don't give in, in ANY way!
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| #35 AgentN[47923] |
| cp-cache1.cpinternet.com |
| Hey, I can't do any activity with my arms...but I still play soccer^ |
| #36 |WR|Triple6[47929] |
| 204.100.235.5 |
sad story, i guess this is one way to get it out of your system.
like bob said you could get someone to take care of your dad but that would be pretty fucked in my opinion. not that it wasnt fucked what he did but shit.
i cant relate but it must suck and it would be better also maybe if you found someone to tell face to face. i just cant see how a father could fucking do that to his son it almost makes me want to kill his ass.
|WR|Triple6 |
#37 [47930] |
| we-24-24-166-145.we.mediaone.net |
Whats your email? I'll send you a picture of my daughter. I only have the one that chinks has. He can give it too you also if thats easier for you.
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| #38 Limp_Bizkit666[47936] |
| whv-ca3b-206.rasserver.net |
tryingtotakeovertheworld@hotmail.com
=]
byeya
p.s-murder and suicide crossed my mind more than a thousand times. but i was too scareed. =[ |
| #39 Strom[47942] |
| ext106.mosx.com |
My sympathies, Bizkit. It sounds like it was rough beyond comprehension. :(
Hopefully after age 10 there will be a reversal-in-fortune.
I know what it's like to be scared all the time (although with _much_ less cause than you), and relieved/happy when a parent goes away - which makes you guilty even if they're a bastard. I really think it's unreasonable to expect a ten year old to take on his father though. Actually expecting any victim of long term abuse to physically confront their abuser, especially when the abuser is stronger/more violent is asking a lot. It's a hell of a lot easier to say 'just bust a cap in yo dad's ass, that's what I'd do dood' than it is to even verbally stand up to him. In the victim's mind standing up for themselves just invites punishment that's five times worse than anything which has ever been dished out...
Take care, and watch yourself in the future... This stuff leaves scars that can lead you into the same behaviour that you despise. Isn't that f*cked up? :(
Strom
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| #40 Sp|nE[47946] |
| dialup0625-pri.voicenet.com |
| oooo can i post my childhood and get lots of pity too?? this looks fun |
| #41 probe[47956] |
| 242849hfc161.tampabay.rr.com |
| yah, really gay huh |
| #42 <font color="red"> Executor </font>[47958] |
| cache3.ihug.co.nz |
| dude If someone, anyone , treated me like they treated you one day I would see them dead at my feet |
| #43 blah[47961] |
| 63.210.199.30 |
heh, this doesn't help the image that korean men are abusive to their wives. I didn't know about this view at first, but I was told about it by like 6 different family members when my cousin was dating a korean guy.
And yeah, you better watch it. Strom is right. A lot of times kids are abused and they go right ahead and abuse their own kids. I've heard it many many times.
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| #44 [47962] |
| PPPa93-ResaleCenterLineB1-2R7233.saturn.bbn.com |
hey limp your a pussy ass chink who wants people to feel sorry for u for a hard life that everyone has. Stop being such a bitch and get a life your dumb ass weak whore!
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| #45 <font color=yellow>Phoenix</font>[47970] |
| node156e4.a2000.nl |
Why are there always those people that have to be annoying, irritating, frustrated suckers.
...
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| #46 <font color=yellow>Phoenix</font>[47971] |
| node156e4.a2000.nl |
Note that I was referring to comment #44 and not to your Limp's story..
Sorry if anyone got confused |
| #47 [47980] |
| spider-wm032.proxy.aol.com |
Hey you know there is a thing called <marquee behavior="alternate"><H2>HTML</marquee></h>
USE IT! |
| #48 MidWestSider[47982] |
| spider-ti042.proxy.aol.com |
whoever #44 is, your are the bitch. Saying someone is weak and a pussy for getting beat by an adult when they are a child? Wtf? I don't think many children would be able to stand up to an adult, much less their own parent. As fucked up as it may sound, even if your father beat you, you still have a kind of fucked up love for him and a fear that makes it hard to stand up to them. Your just lucky you were born in America, where most parents are TOO nice to their kids.
p.s. aren't chinks chinese, not korean? |
| #49 Starookie[47989] |
| edtn009167.hs.telusplanet.net |
#44 sigh, i feel bad for you. ALL THOSE IN FAVOR OF THINKING HE WAS DROPPED AS A KID SAY "STAROOKIE"
<font color=red> STAROOKIE!!!!! (sorry bout that, i had to go on an ego trip after being battered with slipknot_kid on b.net by pubbies =( Btw, im asian....my parents werent strict, and never hit me either....i suppose its just luck of the draw huh? =p |
#50 [48000] |
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I consider this acceptable site content.
Comment #44 has a good reason for being a bastard, He's forced into one of the lowest occupations on this planet. Yeah, that's right, he sells Saturn's for a living =[. Let's all give him a little pity.
PPPa93-ResaleCenterLineB1-2R7233.saturn.bbn.com
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| #51 Limp_Bizkit666[48004] |
| whv-ca4a-151.rasserver.net |
wow, you chose to be anonymous to be gay. how wonderful.
well, if you think i did this for some stupid pity, you can go suck my dick. as i have said, i haven't told, (can't tell) this to anyone. this internet thing is really the only reason i am doing this, and also because i need to get this off of my chest.
by telling my story on-line won't change what has happened, or what will.. the only thing that could comee out of is my own support, my own sense of beloning, and my own sense of connetedness....
i didn't mean to make up anything, i didn't mean to stir up emotions, i didn't mean to give me pity...
although that would have been nice, (earning pity and stiring emotions) i really needed this...
thanks for all yall support..
byeya
p.s-FYI, if you are beaten everyday for something you haven't done, it REALLY takes one's courage out. because you (esp. executor) haven't been in my situation that you have the courage to stand up for yourself. anyways, i was, and still am scared. =[ |
| #52 Executor[48041] |
| p17-max3.akl.ihug.co.nz |
To comment 48: "As fucked up as it may sound, even if your father beat you, you still have a kind of fucked up love for him." Sorry but this is not true. Some ppl say oh they are your parents they gave you birth and that kind of BS while i think that thats not most important, how they treat you is way more important in my view. And in your life story you have been treated like no other human being should have been treated. In my opinion your parents do not deserve to have you! You also shouldn't take this shit any longer dude I know its hard but you got to stand up for yourself and u know what? once you do you wll probably be never abused again since the abusers are weak and pathetic cowards only capable of hurting weaker.
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| #53 dislekcia[48051] |
| netcache3.is.co.za |
Hey Limp, wow man, you seriously opened up there. It's kinda easy to tell things to faceless strangers (unless we're talking about sp|ne, but his strangeness makes up for the non-facelessness) cos ppl react in person.
1 Thing tho: My uncle's an alcoholic, and he lives in the States (I'm in South Africa) but he's come over once or twice and I've seen him hit my Aunt... I spoke out about it and he hit me. But while he was away I started getting more into martial arts and the next time he was in the country and tried to hit me, even though I was scared shitless and completely beaten before he even touched me, I still blocked. I didn't hit back (that would have been unthinkable) but I just blocked out of pure reflex... I imagine you did something similar, but because your dad was there all the time it probably made it worse.
Anyway, now I know why you're always making funny comments: takes strength to get through ;)
-D
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| #54 T_Mac[48060] |
| on-tor-blr-a58-03-129.look.ca |
| Yeah im korean too, and my brother went through a lot of crap. Lucky for me, i grew up in canada, and so i didnt have to face a lot of that, but in korea, that kind of thing happens way too much! Anyway, i feel for you, and WHOOP IS FUCKING HILARIOUS<i>!!</i> |
| #55 ~PL~CloudStrife[48073] |
| ci991207-b.edgewd1.ky.home.com |
Whoop > all. Limp, your unfortunate. I feel for you.
Oh yeah, comment #44 is probe. Talon sucks! Limpy > all except whoop. Run away with your computer and copy of BW. =) |
| #56 Krebster[48074] |
| 216.20.43.13 |
#47 is so irrelevant it's funny
Although i agree with him 100%, you definitely lacked in the oversized bold marquee department. Or is it not marquee? Bleh close enough! |
| #57 ~PL~CloudStrife[48075] |
| ci991207-b.edgewd1.ky.home.com |
Oh yeah, "STAROOKIE!! STAROOKIE!!STAROOKIE!!STAROOKIE!!STAROOKIE!!STAROOKIE!!STAROOKIE!!STAROOKIE!!STAROOKIE!!STAROOKIE!!STAROOKIE!!STAROOKIE!!STAROOKIE!!STAROOKIE!!STAROOKIE!!STAROOKIE!!STAROOKIE!!STAROOKIE!!STAROOKIE!!STAROOKIE!!STAROOKIE!!STAROOKIE!!STAROOKIE!!STAROOKIE!!STAROOKIE!!"
=) |
| #58 Gob_DaBong[48078] |
| ns.wsd1.org |
Ah what a shitty life, the strict parent scenario gets u nowhere in life, relaxed parents that do little to force your direction get u farthest in life.
In U.S.A and Canada abusive parents generally lead their children to drugs, violence, jail. (Not that there's anything wrong with drugs ;0)
Oh wells, hope u learn from your parent's mistakes. Who I respect ya for giving your life story but it's a little wrong to just show yours and think yours is more worth giving than another person's.
Even tho mine is a lot more "boring" than yours I still grew up in shitville where I live in fear when I walk down the streets. I have been an outcast my whole life, one girlfriend, drug abuse and few friends led me the solitude which is my computer :(, anyways, Good Job, Great BR. |
| #59 Limp_BIzkit666[49877] |
| 204.140.185.225 |
btw, i'm korean.. did you know??
hehe
byeya
p.s-i'm going to korea for summer. i'll be PARTAYING all summer long! WHEEEEEEE! |
| #60 The-Dark-0ne[50409] |
| px1cl.gv.wave.shaw.ca |
Your not the only one who's dads a bastard so don't post this shit lookin for sympathy
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| #61 Bob-the-Zealot[53618] |
| spider-tl011.proxy.aol.com |
| STFU STFU STFU STFU DARK ONE! HIS DAD FRIKKIN' BEAT HIM! Has your dad ever beat you hard, thrown glasses at his wife so she needs stitches?! NO! IT WAS A STORY, HE NEVER INTENDED IT FOR SYMPATHY, HE JUST HAD TO SHARE IT!!!!!!!! |
| #62 Limp_Bizkit666[72195] |
| proxy.sna.netsetter.com |
man, knowing someone gay like bob and dref is alive and reading my reports, i prolly would have made the title "what bob and dref don't want to see"..
or something. i hate them cause they suck and hate peeps for no logical reason. i guess it's the same reason people believe in god.
oh well,
byeya
p.s-i just posted this to conserve my record of having the last comment of any of my br! YEAH! 10/31/00 |